Even when I am alone in the house nowadays, I sometimes still get creeped out in the shower. When my eyes are closed to the water, I will get an eerie feeling of someone creeping into the bathroom and watching me. This rarely happens anymore, as I have taken hold of my home and my bathroom. I will not live with a spirit of fear... especially in the shower.
So the other day I was in the shower and my head was tipped up with my eyes closed as I was rinsing my hair. My eyes were directed toward the light in the ceiling and although my eyes were closed, I could see the light shining through my eyelids. When I tipped my head downward, however, I could only see darkness through my eyelids. I started getting that eerie feeling until I quickly tipped my head up and toward the light again. Comfort and peace washed over me and through the water pouring on my face, I smirked. God was speaking to me.
When I was focused on the light, even with my eyes closed, I could see it. I was safe. Comfortable. At peace. I knew everything was good and nothing could hurt me. When I turned my focus away from the light, I became weirded out and worried and that old creepy feeling crept in again.. Back to the light, and I was good again. Don't you see? God is light! (1 John 1:5) And when our eyes are on Him, He will give us a Spirit of peace, comfort, safety, love, joy, and so much more wonderful things. But, when we take our eyes off of Him and onto the darkness, we are entering a world of fear, anger, pain, hurt, and condemnation. There is no freedom in the darkness. There is no Light in the darkness.

1 Thessalonians 5:5 You are all children of the light and children of the day. We do not belong to the night or to the darkness.
So beautiful. The light is shining in you. Your light shines on others. Your light shines on me.
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You crack me up! His light shines in me and I am bound and determined to throw it out on everyone.. even if it hurts! Muahahahaha!!
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